Scriptures of an Average Life

elektriklove:

subzerofangire:

(via iamthesweetestdrug)

I want you to know that I would do anything and everything to keep you here beside me. I wouldn’t give what we have up for anything. Because it wouldn’t be worth it. It makes me so happy to think about how far we’ve come Paige. From just talking back in February and January, to dating in February. And then battle of the bands, and we sang the duet. All the Press and Hold shows you came to, your support was so appreciated. When we would take naps together and just fall asleep in each others arms. Valentines day, you looked so beautiful. The awkwardness of Chad and his date. hahahaha. That time you fell running down the hill to get the mail, and then you came back in to get a bandaide and your mom told me you had a bandaide fetish. When I told you I love you, through song. When you said it back. That day that I played all my songs, just to play them and you just listened, and cried, when you made the scrabble necklaces. When I showed up at your school on the 2nd to last day of school. Or when I suprised you anywhere for that matter. And the look on your face when I did that. When we went to the nachez trace bridge and watched the sunset. Both times you went to camp and how we got through them. When I came back from Florida and you took me to all those places, the park, the bridge, sweet ceces. Prom! You looked so pretty in your black and white dress. When we went to see the fireworks with your family, all those movie nights with your mom and dad. Us acting like complete goobs running around your house chasing each other. When we made pancakes or any food for that matter. haha. From our first kiss, to I love you, to the distance taking us many miles away from each other. Our love has stayed strong between each other. It has been stretched, tested, and grown. I wish I had the perfect way to say I love you. I wish in that instance it could bring you back here, with me. or me there with you. I realize the reality and rationality of our situation. And my inability to change it. But I can at least tell you that I love you. Tell you that you mean the world to me. Tell you that I would die for you. Tell you that you are where I start, and I end. Tell you that you make me the happiest person in the world. Tell you that I’m never stopping and tell you that these past 6 months have been the best 6 months of my life. I love you Paige Leigh Hansen. More than words, more than phrases, more than letters, more than songs, more than anything could ever express. But you’re worth trying. I love you babe. Always remember and never forget, that you are just as much a part of me as the blood in my veins and the heart that keeps it all going.